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Tuesday, June 20, 2006; 7:02 AM;

man i suck y'know. i really do.
i only ran 2third of e sets for today's trng. D: i wanna cry my eyes out lo why do i suck so much. i hate myself. i suck so much man. D: D: D: ): ): ): WAHPIANG I SUCK. ):

its like i cant bloodyhell run lo. i mean, i suck at intervals. at first i thought it was because he expects too much so i wasnt very affected by e lousy timings.
has e realisation come too late or what ?
now i know im just too slow, too fucking slow to survive those sets. ppl can do their last sets in 90sec but what about me ? i cant even do e 9th set. i fucking stopped at e 6th. really it sucks. i mean why am i so slow ? how am i gonna represent e sch &run ? i suck.

; ran